every time I think I've found a friend
one who cares for me the way I care for them
I hit the point of no return
and sink back in my private hell to burn

as suddenly, I see again
this pattern without end

and I think, as I have thought a thousand times before
that I will never find an other to restore
my faith in love's relationship
as again, the world tips

to angle that I cannot stand upon
and I realize again, all that has gone
into the making of this dream
as God and Goddess scheme

and love it all...