Angry child of innocence
What will it take to make
you see
the sense to this insatiability
of all emotion,
and how shall I explain the
grueling truth
of integration to such purity
of mind?
Yet I must trust my soul to
guide us
through these storms of our
awakening,
into a stream that flows
so mightily
it seems it must conceive
another being;
for its currents reach so
far and wide
it feels as if we’re smothering.
And so I seek a calm beyond
all balance,
to find the words that must
be spoken now =
of how and why and where
and when
you and I might start to
love again;
for I need to make amends
for all the past
of real and unimaginary slights
from which the anger really
stems.
Just as this peace begins
descent
into a height that reaches
through
belief in time and space,
uttering with grace unspeakable;
atoning for the world-view
abounding -
that keeps too many wounded
in
a force of acquiescence.
While heart can’t help but
to respond
to an angelic symphony
that whispers in the breeze;
drenching soul within the
glow
of all that isn’t happening
just yet,
but waits in quiet wonder
in all wings;
as wisdom streams from heart
to mind
reminding us to simply breathe
again.
As the letting go of past
begins
to open out into a future
always grander
than a past that’s left behind
within the time it takes
for mind
to make and take complexity
into its understanding.
And too, within the waxing
and the waning
of energy that might explode
itself
if not for the consideration
of its host,
as anger grows and fades
into
these simple words:
I love you so
into eternity . . .
? Michaelette ?
1/25/2001
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L. Romano
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