Shivering and shaking in
the ice
of wintry atmospheres,
she came
to somehow see much more
than
most. Tracing every pattern
in
the frost that made the
window
panes seem so alive within
the
clear and sun-struck sky.
Yet
oh, she longed for just
another
moment of those starry
heights
divine - the ones that
came to
glow so bright within
the indigo.
New worlds, growing into
galaxies;
her hope and too, a blessing
of
reprieve from all the
loneliness
that she had come to bear,
upon
this planet they called
earth.
They classified her as
a human
being, yet nothing that
they taught
could ever satisfy that
deeper feel
of meaning within her.
And she
had come to learn too
much of
their beliefs by now.
For here, within the mystery
of
utter being, the truth
was still
insistently outstanding
- to any
eye that dared to open
and receive
the wisdom born of life's
eternity.
She loved to blend, here
in the
night, with stars. They
beckoned
her, as if to say "Come
home - we
need you still and yet
again..."
And no matter how she
tried, she
could not shake that feeling
that
had plagued her all her
life
in
mortal form - that she'd
never
really, really just belonged
in
any human group or family.
Yet there, between each
particle
of flesh and all the stars
that shone
within the nighttime sky,
the in
between still beckoned
her to
come to understand - the
unity
and differentiation of
this beauty
they named life in time
and space.
Confusion glistened still
within the
dream. For life was so
much more
than any solitary form
could ever
hope to come to bring
to be.
She questioned then, the
very
definition of reality
- and found
it sorely lacking in the
realms of
veritudinal endurance.
For truly,
had the powers of all
mind been
misconstrued and altered
by
the few who chose the
power
to control the many others
that
empowered all this world
to
work so well. Yet, feelings
such as
these, had once inspired
revolutions!
But why was it that these
modern
men no longer stood up
for themselves?
Had archetypal heroes
really fled
this gross and needy atmosphere
of
modern life in time? For
heroes lay
beneath and yet beyond
the horde of
warlike atrophy and gross
destruction -
yet too, within the deep
that every feel
of soul must bring.
And so another question
came,
in place of any answering,
as
shivering and shaking
in the ice
of wintry atmospheres,
she came
to somehow see much more
than
most. Tracing every pattern
in
the frosty attitudes they
called the
modern of communication
- that
never came to make the
window
panes seem so alive within
a clear
and sun-struck sky.
The sun was surely rising
yet again
within the sky. And one
more time,
she longed for just another
moment
of those starry heights
divine -
the ones that came to
glow
so bright within the indigo
and her...
? Michaelette ?
1/4/2002
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