Never Meant To Be

Levels within levels within levels.
Deviant behavior knows no bounds.
Just when you think the worst has hit,
you find another bit to bind you there.

Back there, just where you never should
have really been at all. Just one of them
pulled you through a circle that you never knew,
where your own destiny did not exist,
nor loving moments come to save
the meaning of the days and nights -
so long and so alone.

There was a tone - incredible!
It happened when you spoke to her
with all the truth your heart has
always held. For just a little while,
there was a melding that enhanced
each breath you took.

And how the world shook in ecstasy
each time you let yourself be there.
But for long and even longer now,
old memories of 'here' dissolve the bliss
once found within the kiss that you left
way back 'there.'

Sensual - the memories grow weak.
No matter how you try to tell yourself
that leaving her was all that you could do.
While all around you seem to thrive
on all the agony you feel.

Levels within levels within levels.
Deviant behavior knows no bounds.
Just when you think the worst has hit,
you find another bit to bind you there -
imprisoned in a world that was never
meant to be for you at all...

? Michaelette ?

10/04/2002
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