Eternal Indecision

Wanting him near
even as she pushes him
so hard - so far away
and needing yet to feel
the warmth that touch
and only touch could bring

Seeing it all clear
so clearly that within
the clarity of endless possibility
any choice was quite
impossible to make

Bringing him down
just when his newborn wings
began to lift him in the air
It all seemed so unfair
and so unnecessary now

even as she felt the building need
to start it all again
just when the blood began to fall
from wounds that never healed
quite completely

and so she seeks
as she has always sought
within ascent and then descent
an ever endless fascination
that with love, is heaven bent

yet in this realm she finds
that no direction can exist
for here within the mist
all the colors of her dreams
are coming true . . .

?Michaelette?

5/31/2000
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